Bitch

well.... again i have been a bitch.... to like everyone.... i am sorry i just feel helpless out here. everyone i care about is out there and i am 1300 miles away i feel like i cant do anything right and i might as well not be here.... I love you like crazy. just like i love Jamie, but i probably fucked that up last night too.  Basicly i cant do anything right and i have everyone mad at me including Joe. i wish i just just go back to even last week and start all over.  but i cant. i cant rewind time..... just know this  I am in love with you no matter what i have said or done. there is nothing in the world that would make me more  made at myself right now. please take care of jamie for me....  i dont think i can go on anymore...... I love you Lucas Jacob Campbell.......