Checking In

Hey Chelsea just checking in on you, i miss you like crazy, im not exactly sure what happened and your not really talking to be about it but im here if you ever need me. Cori is doing well and is asking about you like crazy. im sorry it all ended this way. it was never my intention i hope you know that. I still have the tickets to the disney on ice but i doubt you want to go......ill send you the Rascle Flatts Tickets for christmas and you can take Jared. They were for you anyway. Well i need to get some sleep i hope you know i love you chelsea and i hope eerything is going your way....BTW Jamie and baby are doing amazing just thought you should know your god daughter is beautiful

Love Always
Luke

Alyvia Renea Chelsea Altman

Hey Chelsea,

So im not sure what happened a few nights ago and honestly I'll do whatever to make it better but idk what to do so im just gonna write it here. Both girls are doing great, Alyvia cant leave tho til she gains a pound or so. Jamie broke it off with me yesterday so that wasnt great but im not forcing anything she hopefully will come around. I had to pay a 325$ fine which sucks but i deserved it. now i promised you photos of your god daughter so here you go. Also Cori wanted me to put some things up here that she made for you. i have like 12 new pics of her however im just posting these 2 the one below she is showing me what she wants for christmas and the other she is on a rocking horse lol

 

Updates

Im just updating you since your out and evadentlly drinking so my daughter says. I have been treating Jamie all day whos fever just keeps rising. Her wonderful BF punnched me in the face, My daughter is acting like a drama queen and is mad at the world. and i miss you like crazy. i cant belive your seeing HP 7.1 this is insane lol if only you knew butterfly. I dont want to leave Jamie but Port St. Lucie for Thanksgiving doesnt sound so bad, she will be busy with either her Mother or Seth and honestly i have no clue which is better. I love you like crazy and i know you know this.....Text me as soon as you wake up

Lucas

Anything

I am going to do whatever i can for you and jamie i hope you know that. I want both of you as happy as i am! I love you always!

CRAZY!!!!!!

OMG TODAY WAS CRAZY!!!!!!

TEXT ME WHEN YOU WAKE UP AND ILL EXPLAIN!!!!

I never really knew you

you were just another friend

But when I got to know you

I let my heart unbend

I couldn't help past memories

That would only make me cry

I had to forget my first love

And give another try

So I've fallen in love with you

And I'll never let you go

I love you more than anyone

I just had to let you know

My feelings for you will never change

Just know my feelings are true

Just remember this one thing

I will always love you

EVERYDAY

so my goal is to write to you everyday cause i love you and you mean the world to me. somedays it will be a poem or song others a photo or me speaking from my heart. feel free to write here whenever you want.

I just want you to know that you mean the world to me and as long as you promise to continue the more then friends thing ill always be here for you.

The right thing

i love you and i didnt drink cause your more important oh and as long as we stay ok im going out there to surprise you within the next 5 days but i wont say when.......i love you Chelsea...TTF (Today Tomorrow Forever)

Lukypoo

I love you and i am sorry for all the pain i have caused everyone... i stopped taking my medicine but i am back on it now. And if you will still have me i would like this break to be over!

So i know this was supposed to be part 2 but i will finish that some other time.....im sitting at the hospital with Cori now. Dr says she will be fine just a little food poisoning and fluid in the lungs. Im glad you were here to talk to her it really makes her happy talking to you. I felt bad not talking to you today, i missed you like crazy but ill never admit it. well the dr is coming hopefully to release us. sleep tight 


i love you lots and here is a new image of us for you

Night filled with Water!!!!! Part 1

So you have got to hear what my night entitled.......Mrs. Altman said that we needed a night out having fun and she would watch the girls so Seth, Jamie, and I were gonna go downtown and tear up the city with some old friends.....well that didn't happen lol. We were right buy the HS and Jamie was like, "Seth pull over i need to see something," so we pulled over and parked in the senior lot. So Jamie jumps out of the car dashes to the C hall enterence acts like a fricken monkey and climbs onto the roof. Seth and i look at each other in shock and confusion as she scream OMG they are still up there were both like what as we climb up there. she then shows us a big bag of unfilled water balloons. were like explain so she goes on to say how when she was in HS and had a bad day her and Joe would go up there and drop water balloons on peoples heads lol i was cracking up. so we realized we had some chairs in the trunk so we brought them up there and were talking and trying to find people walking by to throw water balloons on. After Seth and I had both had about 3 beers, Jamie drinking apple juice we saw this scrawny kid walking so Jamie dropped a red water balloon and heard him scream omg HILARIOUS!!!!!.................Part 2 of our night to come, what really happened when the scrawny kid dried off......TO BE CONTINUED Hint: it involves me almost getting thrown off the roof.................Oh man oh man im gonna send you your ticket tomorrow or Saturday and when your here were gonna tear this town up lol.


Love Ya Baby
Luke


PS: the photo is Seth looking lame on the edge lol

7 O'Clock

Its like 7:00pm here and boy am i bored and don't feel good I just got home. I know you want time which is why i am giving you space and just writing here....I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I WISH I COULD DO SOMETHING FOR YOU. i have been at work all day and i was so bored and sick i just dont feel good im considering going down there tonight just to see you so i can be comforted by you. Im sorry if Cori is bugging you today i havent really been with her cause i was so busy. Also i saw this today and thought of us.......i think its true


I LOVE YOU BUTTERFLY


I wish i could talk to you to give you a song, i have the perfect one when your ready ill be here. Ill wait as long as it takes for you


I miss you 


Luke

.....

Babe it is just a break. soon everything we be back to the way it was before. i just need time to think

:-/

Im just missing you like crazy, im at the hospital and i hate that were not dating your scared i know but i will not hurt you i swear i just miss you and want to show you those pics

Hating Myself

So its like 11 o'clock i have the day off and I hate myself. I'm mad at me because i am too stupid to see whats in front of me. I don't deserve you, Your pretty much perfect and here i am hurting everyone around me because i cant own up to the fact that all the crappy things going on are my fault. I pushed her into this and i forced her to hurt me for my actions.......I fell in love with a girl who i ultimately pushed away because i was too stubborn to realize that she was the real deal......i hurt one of my best friends because im scared to make a mistake and feel like this is about my ego and thats selfish..............so i just want to ask myself what am i doing here when the girl i love is there? well here is my answer im not sure, is it reckless to spend the little i have to see her............to me it is, seeing her will make me happy even if she isnt happy at least one of us will be but there i go again being selfish.....my weekend wasnt great but it wasnt really bad.....i spent all of it missing one person but because of it i was more progressive in trying to make her happier in the long run, but i got to be with cori and she helped me make stuff based on how she sees the world and the situation in front of her. If only i could see the world like a 2 year old maybe then i would be smart enough to open my eyes and shut my mouth, settle the issues with results not threats and hurtful words, make sure ily's are at the end of most sentences so the one who matters knows she matters. replace fear with good morals, help the one who is screaming for it instead of ignoring her and start listening to my heart cause thats the one that really knows the right answer...........i now know what needs to be done but its probably too late but all i need is a yes or no, Can i prove it? and this time for real, i love her and i know she knows this and believes this, im just hoping she is willing to give me one last chance even when i dont deserve it.

Weekend

Sorry i have not gotten to talk much this weekend.... I feel bad but they had me working like crazy.... i am so tired from all the work... next time you do it.... lol. I love you

Gifts for you???

Alright so i just wanted to write to you to tell you whats up...its about 12:30am here and i just finished part one of your gift :D mmmmm Butterfly your gonna love it i hope....Cori has helped with all of it so i hope you love it...you will probably be able to tell what she did lol mmmm i cant wait for you to get it....your gonna get it a little early if thats ok with you, and its interactive!!!!!!!  but since i feel bad for you ill give you a hint....


Lol I love you baby and i hope your enjoying your parents!!!


MUAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Get Better

Hey Sweetheart,


Im guessing your sleeping cause your not answering my texts.....Sleep tight and get batter ok? i miss you and hope you get to feeling better. ill be here when you wake up love...I love you so much


I really hope your just not feeling well and not that your ignoring me. i love you and while you have been sleeping i have made you and bought you things that i hope your going to love. your my GF and that will never ever change....i put so much thought into your gift i hope you love it, also today i made this for you just so i can put a smile on your face


Lukeypoo

I Miss You So Much, But Your Studying Your Cute Little Brains Out So I’m Am I Bazillion Percent Happy For You….Yay My Baby Is All Mine. I Love You Lots And Lots, I’m Sad Beacause You Are Only Giving Me One Song A Day L Its Ok I’m Gonna Get Something Really Cool And Drag It Out For You So Hahahahahahaha I Will With This War Little Butterfli Miss You So Much, But Your Studying Your Cute Little Brains Out So I’m Am I Bazillion Percent Happy For You….Yay My Baby Is All Mine. I Love You Lots And Lots, I’m Sad Beacause You Are Only Giving Me One Song A Day L Its Ok I’m Gonna Get Something Really Cool And Drag It Out For You So Hahahahahahaha I Will With This War Little Butterfly…Omg So I’m Really Hungry But Not Normal Hungry More Like High Hunger Which Is So Weird, Mmmm Babygirl I Love You So Frickin So Much…….I Just Want To Wrap My Arms Around You Push You Against The Wall, Lean Into Your Perfect Lips And Passionatly Kiss You…Muahhhhh!!!!!!!!!   I Kiss You 

OHHHH AND BTW  YOU WILL GET YOUR YOUR SONG LATER WHEN WE TALK!!!!!

I HAVE SOMETHING YOU DONT HAVE!!!!!!

So i went and got my car then came back an found out i had a PACKAGE!!!!!!! GUESS WHAT PACKAGE IT WAS????? O YEA THAT RIGHT YOUR DATING THE OWNER OF THE NEW TENTH AVE NORTH CD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR JEALOUS RIGHT????? YOU KNOW YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM LISTENING TO IT RIGHT NOW!!!!!! IT IS SO AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!! BE JEALOUS AND I HAVE DECIDED THAT YOU ARE GETTING ONE SONG A DAY FOR 11 DAYS!!!!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA I KNOW YOU HATE ME NOW BUT DEAL!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

Peanut Butter Cookies

 So your sitting in class missing me and hating it and i wanted to make it up to you. So I made these PB Cookies just for you. I'm gonna send you 10 and i'm sorry if they aren't good, they taste amazing on my end but no promises if i send them to you. I love you so much Chelsea and I really hope you love them and if you dont can you lie to me and say you do lol MUAHHHHHH!!

Bitch

well.... again i have been a bitch.... to like everyone.... i am sorry i just feel helpless out here. everyone i care about is out there and i am 1300 miles away i feel like i cant do anything right and i might as well not be here.... I love you like crazy. just like i love Jamie, but i probably fucked that up last night too.  Basicly i cant do anything right and i have everyone mad at me including Joe. i wish i just just go back to even last week and start all over.  but i cant. i cant rewind time..... just know this  I am in love with you no matter what i have said or done. there is nothing in the world that would make me more  made at myself right now. please take care of jamie for me....  i dont think i can go on anymore...... I love you Lucas Jacob Campbell.......

Our Clocks

Ok Baby, So i wanted us to have a place where we could always go to know how long til something and how long since, if you have any more ideas let me know or add them yourself


Countup Clocks, Hearts Countups


AND OF COURSE CHELSEA'S 21ST BIRTHDAY


AND OF COURSE LUKE'S 21ST BIRTHDAY

Not Quite Sure

So i'm not quite sure what to say.........i know that i love you and that my legs really hurt from the all out spider attack but beyond that I wish i could just get on some stable ground with you. i think about you all the time and when were not talking i feel like screaming cause im alone......I love who you are and what you aspire to be. Chelsea im not sure what this crazy world will bring but im glad your here cause without you id be nothing.........but thats never gonna change. you will always be mine. 


This song is for you so ENJOY!!!!

Joseph Lucas Campbell

Joseph Lucas Campbell

so i did the morphing thing and this is what our baby Joseph is going to look like. We better make a cuter baby then this babe.... lol.

BUTTERFLY

HAHA ok so i too am talking to you right now and nope im not the best BF you are the best GF......i was gonna send you another ipod but you know the song so instead i will send you my napkin art ....oh and of course the cutest candy monster with the cute pink converse......ENJOY


Also this is what CHELSEA DANIELLE BLACKWELL means to me


Cute                                   Daring                                Beautiful
Hot                                    Addictive                            Laughy
Exciting                              Nosy                                  Amazing
Lovable                              Impressive                          Crazy in love
Sarcastic                            Eager                                  Kinky LOL
Energetic                            Lucky                                 Wild
ALL MINE                          Loud                                   Excellent GF
                                          Entertaining                          Loyal
                                                                                    Lazy (but cute at it)
             I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
    CHELSEA DANIELLE BLACKWELL
    AND THE WILL NEVER CHANGE
                 MUAHHHHHHH!!!!!  




SORRY ITS NOT EVEN I TRIED REALLY HARD TO MAKE IT EVEN                                                             

i dont know what to call this one so....

So i am talking to you right now! i love you so much! actually no i dont.... i am in love with you. and i hope you like my song for you! i hope that you will come out here soon. your the best BF ever! i love you!

french the language of love translation

Luke,
I love you so much. I had to write this in french just to see what you would do. I love you so fucking much and i cant wait to spend my life with you. i feel really bad though cause i am questioning things. i am having a hard time grasping on to the fact that you love me. no one loves me... but i love you. i cant pick a song out for you cause there is not one out there that can say what i want it to say. but i love you so much.
your love
Chelsea

french the language of love

Luc, Je t'aime tellement. J'ai dû écrire ceci en français juste pour voir ce que vous feriez. Je t'aime ainsi baisant beaucoup et je biseaute l'attente pour passer ma vie avec vous. je me sens que vraiment le mauvais cependant me causer remets en cause des choses. j'ai une difficulté saisir dessus au fait que vous m'aimez. unique amours je… mais je t'aime. je biseaute la sélection une chanson dehors pour que vous la cause là n'est pas une dehors là qui peut indiquer ce que je veux qu'il indique. mais je t'aime tellement. votre amour Chelsea

I wanna hold you

So here is the dilly-o for today.....I have been out all day doing family stuff and halloween stuff for tomorrow and all i want to do is relax and talk to my babygirl. I have come to the conclusion that i fucking love you and nothing is going to change that. Earlier when I spoke to you im sorry for making you mad i understand the cabin fever thing and i feel for you. I just want to say I love you over and over again but I would never stop saying it if i said it until i felt it was enough............if i had the chance i would say i love you all night and day cause i really do, As for you song today. i chose this song cause i love it and also because its true...i am yours 4ever.........Also I wish i could do something for you. So I really want to show you how i feel about you so i wrote this for you

I wish I could hold you, as you fall asleep and be the one to kiss you good night,
I wish that I could look into your eyes, and see your smile shining bright.
I wish that you were mine to hug, and to whisper in your ear,
I wish that I could look you in the face and say ‘I love you’ and know those words you hear.

I wish that I could be with you, and that I could be your true love,
You are my dear sweet angel, for it’s like you come from up above.
You heart is so caring, your soul is forever true,
You make me blush uncontrollably and it’s because I love you

          OK OK so i know you want to see the halloween stuff so i guess you can see photos!!!




      Lucas 1995                       Lucas and Family 1995                                Luke 2010                                   Cori 2010











Computer No Working?

I am so sorry babe i wish your computer was working i just want to talk to you after last night.........well i love you and i understand if you cant talk on the phone no more :( Also here is your song for the day...i hope you like it......Im really happy that you and Jamie are considering moving in together i think that it will be good for both of you. Also i am eating ICE CREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!! I could feed you if you want but nope all mine lol.                     

                                                               

 Thinking of you  ~Luke

i am so sorry babe....

Babe.... i am so sorry i feel like a terrible gf and friend... i was a bitch last night i was just wanting a good time and instead i ruined what could of been a good night and turned it terrible. Babe... even if you got me a plane ticket i could not go out there this weekend... i am on duty... i wish i could but i cant. and you need to tell me what is going on. the song i want you to listen to is..... Buckcherry's  Sorry. This is how i feel at this very moment. i wish i could just hold you.... i understand if you dont forgive me... but know this I FUCKING LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS WILL!!!!!!! please forgive me........ Lucas Jacob Campbell your the one for me....... please forgive me....

Is Screaming The Answer

I just want to scream after everything that has happened today..........i feel like your pissed at me and there is nothing i can do to make you not mad at me.  I wanted to tell you when we were on the phone that i was going to spend every last penny i had on you to get you out her tomorrow but you had to go and you needed to think....I understand that completly. Either way i still need to find a lawyer to settle all this crap that is going on.....i just wish you were here to help me. thats why i wanted to pay for the ticket......to show how much i love you.

CHEESY POTATOES

So i'm just sitting here wondering when your class is over cause your not answering my texts, and i thought to myself..."self...im hungry and i really want cheesy potoatoes with bacon.....mmmmm they will be so good, but what about my chelsea, she will be jealous."" Then i started thinking that while they were cooking i would tell you that i love you 1 million swedish fish and that i would send you photos of the box and then the end product.....so here you go my love................CHEESY POTATOES!!!!!!!!

Thinking of you

I had a horriable night and i just couldn't sleep, the one thing keeping me sane was you....i just kept thinking about my Chelsea and i was finally able to relax. i just miss you so much babygirl your AMAZING!!!!

I chose this song cause its a really good song that describes what i feel for you and what you are to me.....MUAH x 100,000,001

I love you babe!

I love you so much. sitting here thinking of you! 

ILYSFM CHELSEA

Chelsea,

I have been dating you for 4 days now and let me just tell you, it has been an amazing 4 days. I love the way you tease me and the way you know how to make me smile. Your voice sends me over the edge and the fact that you see me for me makes you even more perfect in my eyes. I hope you love the song, I chose it just for you because i truly am falling for you. I love you so much baby girl even if you dont want babies no more and your vagina hurts....thats ok my sperm will work anywhere lol.

Love You,
Lucas

number1

I fucking love you so much! cant wait to shower with you!!!! i love you and i have your song all ready for you!!!!!!!!!!!
Chelsea